i lived better when i was ignorant of the sun,
"That is very kind of you to say," Finn murmurs, chewing another piece of orange and washing it down with a sip of water. "I have not done any research regarding that. I assume you are referring to the Fae." Ding dong, got there in the end. "I suppose if we did relocate there, I would be able to conduct some research." He'd be kicked in the balls by a lot of the Fae is what would happen.
Inhaling deeply and letting it out again (and thanking the dregs of the sedative Tobi has given him for not having an absolute meltdown at the magnitude of these choices), Finn closes his eyes. He tries to imagine both scenarios. On the one hand there's Stormbreak which, despite its traumas and the heavy weights it presses on Finn's psyche, is comfortable and familiar. It feels safe because he knows it so well, whore houses and all.
On the other hand there's Halo, refreshing in its newness but also petrifying because it's unknown. Shivering a bit, Finn squeezes Tobi's hand. "If Ronin is staying I would imagine that it is more likely than ever that Mateo will stay as well," he says. "...I think we ought to take it slowly. Stay here for now, ask Ever what he thinks. If Stormbreak frightens him now..." Well. The choice is made, in Finn's opinion.
Inhaling deeply and letting it out again (and thanking the dregs of the sedative Tobi has given him for not having an absolute meltdown at the magnitude of these choices), Finn closes his eyes. He tries to imagine both scenarios. On the one hand there's Stormbreak which, despite its traumas and the heavy weights it presses on Finn's psyche, is comfortable and familiar. It feels safe because he knows it so well, whore houses and all.
On the other hand there's Halo, refreshing in its newness but also petrifying because it's unknown. Shivering a bit, Finn squeezes Tobi's hand. "If Ronin is staying I would imagine that it is more likely than ever that Mateo will stay as well," he says. "...I think we ought to take it slowly. Stay here for now, ask Ever what he thinks. If Stormbreak frightens him now..." Well. The choice is made, in Finn's opinion.
tucked away in your chest
FINN
