[SE] i'm not angry

walked out this morning and i wrote down this song.
i just can't remember who to send it to

For the second time since they entered their room, a new pain trumps another for the position as that which hurts the most. Tears spring from between Remi's lashes and the sharp gasp of torment that pushes past his lips is more than he'd given the giant hours before.

Clumsily pushing up with his legs in order to press Ronin back onto the bed without having to release his grip, Remi heaves in a shivery breath as he focuses on the love and light pouring from his husband. I feel like I'm losing myself in this thing I have become. Remi thinks, coiling himself over Ronin and trying to seek out his lips. To think that murder was the best choice because of how convenient it would be..

Hiccuping more than he was able to breathe now, Remi's brows furrow tightly against the swirl of confusion that still pulsed from the predators within. The ones still encouraging retaliation and violence. Please do not let me ever go... Not with his hands, not with his light, not into the darkness whose ability to tempt him seemed to grow every day.