Reverse bear trap

remi Took a fall from a windy height, I only knew how to hold on tight & pray for love enough to last all night 'We could be that couple.' Remi points out, raising his eyebrows. "But you seem unwilling to make the effort. I have even had gods help me at it." Gods, the things Remi had been made to forget over the years hung like some impossibly vacuous chasm in the back of his mind; filled with nothing but emptiness that somehow held weight and shape. Grumbling loudly as he's told not to worry, the sound rumbling out of the back of his throat and against his teeth, the sound is briefly muffled by the press of Ronin's lips (though not entirely). 'If I say that you are the only thing I could ever want, will that stop whatever it is you have planned?' The Lullaby asks hopefully, though the slight downward curve of his lips suggests he absolutely knows the answer already. "Thirty." Remi muses, shaking his head slightly. "If you had told me back when I was first shipped off to Northaven that I would make it to thirty, I am not sure I would have believed it."