// somebody told me that there's two sides to this life //
It was a concept she hadn't heard of before, though it made sense. Maea was reminded of a certain brand of generosity that had suffused the community while she grew up. Sure, everyone had to get by and take care of themselves, but more often than not she had seen her father hand over an extra sack of wool, another few bottles of cider or leg of lamb for no apparent reason. And just as often he came home from market day with a little something they shouldn't have been able to afford. Nails to mend the roof, a new pair of boots for her brother, a dress she never dared to ask for... It had been unspoken, not a rule or tradition or even necessary, but simply an expression of kindness. Something she had almost forgotten, between having nothing to offer and a certain reluctance towards accepting gifts.
"Hmm, well... I can try," she murmured, rubbing absently over a spot on the chest that ached at the idea. Whether sweet or simply painful she couldn't quite say, except it wasn't entirely a bad sensation.
Sinking into a pleasant silence for a while, Maea watched how the light shifted as clouds rolled across the sky. For a while the rain picked up, turning the sunshower into a proper shudder that hammered the ground. Beneath the shelter of the spruce tree the two women remained dry, if a bit harried by a growing number of biters. They kept swarming around Maea, buzzing in her ears and getting tangled in her hair - until she conjured a tongue of fire that made short work of a whole handful of gnats.
"Will you be working on any other projects, once Sascha is back?" she asked, reaching for a few spruce sprouts. Crushing them against her skin released a fresh, tangy aroma into the air, that seemed to help stave off the biters. It was an awkward question, she realized, trying and failing to politely summarise all the things she'd like to know about the other woman. What she liked and disliked, what she was passionate about, whether they had more things than Talyson and grief in common – all the personal stuff that wasn't exactly polite but by far the most interesting to talk about.
"Hmm, well... I can try," she murmured, rubbing absently over a spot on the chest that ached at the idea. Whether sweet or simply painful she couldn't quite say, except it wasn't entirely a bad sensation.
Sinking into a pleasant silence for a while, Maea watched how the light shifted as clouds rolled across the sky. For a while the rain picked up, turning the sunshower into a proper shudder that hammered the ground. Beneath the shelter of the spruce tree the two women remained dry, if a bit harried by a growing number of biters. They kept swarming around Maea, buzzing in her ears and getting tangled in her hair - until she conjured a tongue of fire that made short work of a whole handful of gnats.
"Will you be working on any other projects, once Sascha is back?" she asked, reaching for a few spruce sprouts. Crushing them against her skin released a fresh, tangy aroma into the air, that seemed to help stave off the biters. It was an awkward question, she realized, trying and failing to politely summarise all the things she'd like to know about the other woman. What she liked and disliked, what she was passionate about, whether they had more things than Talyson and grief in common – all the personal stuff that wasn't exactly polite but by far the most interesting to talk about.
Maea
// I think I might've chosen darkness over light //







