I have never feared the storm
Sah was grateful when Seren leaned into him, the touch grounding him from his dark thoughts. The offer to listen had him swallowing harshly. After making sure they were alone and no one was within ear-shot, Sah gave a small nod. Turning his head slightly, he placed his forehead against the top of her head, taking a shaky breath.
"Maybe? It's still so recent." Still so achingly painful and hard to even think about after only a year. Sah didn't think he was really ready to dive into it all. "I don't think I can talk about it all but..." He let out another shaky breath. "Seren, my world ended, and a world doesn't end peacefully. It was fire and chaos. I'd never been so scared. An I lost everyone all at once and without warning to it. My twins, who were your sister's age, and their moms, my best friend, my pack, my Goddess, everyone."
Sah felt his eyes water and it was only threw shear willpower that he stopped them from falling. "And instead of dying with the rest, I woke up in Caido. I'm honestly not even sure that I didn't die and simply was reborn here." He grit his teeth, struggling to speak. "And even before that, I lost more to the two wars I fought in. I took power in the middle of of the first one, and had to go from being a pup to a leader overnight. And all because the previous Alpha, my own mother, was killed."
He trailed off, voice cracking as he shook his head slightly. There was a slight tremble to his shoulders. "I don't think I can say any more about it." That was the most he'd told anyone but Ilma after all.
"Maybe? It's still so recent." Still so achingly painful and hard to even think about after only a year. Sah didn't think he was really ready to dive into it all. "I don't think I can talk about it all but..." He let out another shaky breath. "Seren, my world ended, and a world doesn't end peacefully. It was fire and chaos. I'd never been so scared. An I lost everyone all at once and without warning to it. My twins, who were your sister's age, and their moms, my best friend, my pack, my Goddess, everyone."
Sah felt his eyes water and it was only threw shear willpower that he stopped them from falling. "And instead of dying with the rest, I woke up in Caido. I'm honestly not even sure that I didn't die and simply was reborn here." He grit his teeth, struggling to speak. "And even before that, I lost more to the two wars I fought in. I took power in the middle of of the first one, and had to go from being a pup to a leader overnight. And all because the previous Alpha, my own mother, was killed."
He trailed off, voice cracking as he shook his head slightly. There was a slight tremble to his shoulders. "I don't think I can say any more about it." That was the most he'd told anyone but Ilma after all.
Sah
