The Disappearing Light

"Yes, it...was hard." Sam suddenly remembered that Jigano didn't know what he'd done. That he had put that exact same pain back onto Remi, but worse because of his intention to do so. Jigano had always seemed a moral sort of person, one who would care about the activities of his friends and guildmembers beyond work. Would Jigano even want him by his side if he knew what he'd done? Sam nodded along to the rest of Jigano's instructions, but his mind was really elsewhere. "I..I will tell Maea." He said absent-mindedly, his voice a quiet mumble. Once he locked onto a topic he always found it hard to let it go, chewed on it until it came out in a burst. "Jigano...um. I...I need to tell you something that...I have done. That was very..bad, of me. And I truly regret it, and it hurt someone, and..." A shaking, short sob had Sam shaking his head. "If I'm going to work with you, I think you should know but...can you listen to my story fully before you judge it?" Samuel He took a step but then felt tired He said, I'll rest a little while But when he tried to walk again He wasn't a child