Secrets I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
He doesn't often know what to do with his long limbs anyway, but standing in the entryway he feels even more out of place than usual. Only once his mother has emerged from her office does he finally startle into motion, crossing the floor to immediately seek out her arms. They're of a similar height, but he wraps his arms around her waist the same way he used to do when he was much smaller, face hiding in her shoulder. Are harder to hide than I thought
"Things are so messed up right now and I don't know what to do," his voice warbles once more, and his dark brows draw tight over it, hating that it happens. He wants to apologize for not visiting in so long, but it feels like everything has steadily gone further downhill since he found Maeve - like he'd merely been hiding in the illusion of happiness with Sohalia, unaware of the ticking clock before reality set back in.
I'm standing at the edge of the world
Where do I go from here? Do I disappear?
Where do I go from here? Do I disappear?
Jude
