Salutations
I hope not to overstep my bounds, but perhaps Ludo is not the herald you find yourself aligned with anymore. People change, it is the nature of all humans to do so. If you fought so hard to live, and found no comfort in going to Mort with the regrets you had, perhaps that's something to examine in yourself. You cannot hold yourself eternally to the choices you made when you were young, or expect them to fit you forever as you grow.
I don't personally believe there is any right or wrong to wanting to cling to life, or being selfish. You were given a chance and you took it, with only the context you had on hand. Hindsight can haunt us unfairly, when we deserve more grace than that.
I am a healer, yes. Magic can do much for the mind; depression, anxiety. It is usually temporary however. Much of the work must be done internally, with or without the guidance of a counselor or support system. I don't have answers to your aimlessness if only because I don't know you as closely as I might have, or wished to. But if you would like that temporary magical reprieve, or suggestions for a therapist, I'm happy to do that for you.
I don't personally believe there is any right or wrong to wanting to cling to life, or being selfish. You were given a chance and you took it, with only the context you had on hand. Hindsight can haunt us unfairly, when we deserve more grace than that.
I am a healer, yes. Magic can do much for the mind; depression, anxiety. It is usually temporary however. Much of the work must be done internally, with or without the guidance of a counselor or support system. I don't have answers to your aimlessness if only because I don't know you as closely as I might have, or wished to. But if you would like that temporary magical reprieve, or suggestions for a therapist, I'm happy to do that for you.
Sincerely,
Evie
Evie
