Evie,
Firstly, thank you for listening. I do feel calmer after getting some of these things off my chest. I know we are not as close as we once were, but I find that I still trust you more than I would trust any stranger no matter how well meaning.
Is it strange of me to think it might be a good thing we wound up in different places? I keep having this sense of coming full circle, of being returned to a new beginning. Granted a chance to begin again. Certainly there are burned bridges and things I would like that are barred from me and that is difficult to accept. But there are also moments where I look ahead to the future with something akin to hope.
Is it too late to say that I would like to get to know the person you have become? Would it be alright to ask for at least a one time reprieve, so that I can feel what it's like to truly be okay again? So much time has passed while in a state of misery, I hardly know what it is I am striving for. Borrowing a lantern to check the map (that's the worst metaphor, I'm so sorry) might be just what I need.
Have you ever been to the Climb? I have some things to do there in the near future... If you would care to meet, I can let you know when I'm in the vicinity.
I would love to hear more about what your life has become, too, if you ever feel like sharing.
With hope,
Maea
Firstly, thank you for listening. I do feel calmer after getting some of these things off my chest. I know we are not as close as we once were, but I find that I still trust you more than I would trust any stranger no matter how well meaning.
Is it strange of me to think it might be a good thing we wound up in different places? I keep having this sense of coming full circle, of being returned to a new beginning. Granted a chance to begin again. Certainly there are burned bridges and things I would like that are barred from me and that is difficult to accept. But there are also moments where I look ahead to the future with something akin to hope.
Is it too late to say that I would like to get to know the person you have become? Would it be alright to ask for at least a one time reprieve, so that I can feel what it's like to truly be okay again? So much time has passed while in a state of misery, I hardly know what it is I am striving for. Borrowing a lantern to check the map (that's the worst metaphor, I'm so sorry) might be just what I need.
Have you ever been to the Climb? I have some things to do there in the near future... If you would care to meet, I can let you know when I'm in the vicinity.
I would love to hear more about what your life has become, too, if you ever feel like sharing.
With hope,
Maea
