"I mean..." Koa trails off with a playfully suggestive laugh, color staining the tips of his ears. It's not as though he hasn't thought about having them both together, especially when he's alone in his barracks and unwinding from a long day ifyoucatchmydrift. But in reality? He rubs the spot where Kai's bopped his shoulder, ruefully shaking his head. "I can barely handle one of them at a time. They'd eat me alive if I tried to date both."
It'd be fucking hot, though.
"It's not that simple, though, is it?" Koa rolls his shoulders and neck, trying to ease some of the tension from his joints. They seem to have moved onto the talking phase of the hang, an inevitable but far more exhausting venture. "I'm not choosing between them. Flora's made her decision, and I can respect that, even if it hurts." The flutter of his jaw says that it does, though certainly far less than in seasons passed.
He sighs, beginning the process of unwrapping his hands, needing the physical action to let his brain work. "But it's like... do I give it a go with Sohalia, even if I still have feelings for Flora, and just... I dunno, power through and hope it goes away? Is that fair to her?" He looks back at Kaisel, biting his lip, the now unwrapped length of cloth fluttering in the wind like a white flag. "I told her I needed time, but then the party happened and we hooked up and I really like her but I know what it's like to fall for someone who has feelings for someone else and..." He groans, raising his hands to his face, his fingers tugging at his hair. "I don't wanna hurt anyone, but it feels like I'm gonna fuck up no matter what I do."
It'd be fucking hot, though.
"It's not that simple, though, is it?" Koa rolls his shoulders and neck, trying to ease some of the tension from his joints. They seem to have moved onto the talking phase of the hang, an inevitable but far more exhausting venture. "I'm not choosing between them. Flora's made her decision, and I can respect that, even if it hurts." The flutter of his jaw says that it does, though certainly far less than in seasons passed.
He sighs, beginning the process of unwrapping his hands, needing the physical action to let his brain work. "But it's like... do I give it a go with Sohalia, even if I still have feelings for Flora, and just... I dunno, power through and hope it goes away? Is that fair to her?" He looks back at Kaisel, biting his lip, the now unwrapped length of cloth fluttering in the wind like a white flag. "I told her I needed time, but then the party happened and we hooked up and I really like her but I know what it's like to fall for someone who has feelings for someone else and..." He groans, raising his hands to his face, his fingers tugging at his hair. "I don't wanna hurt anyone, but it feels like I'm gonna fuck up no matter what I do."
There'll always be a few things, maybe several things
That you're gonna find really difficult to forgive
That you're gonna find really difficult to forgive
