Somehow, Flora always managed to cut through all the bullshit to see exactly what Soh was really feeling, no matter how hard the Luminary tried to hide it. Sometimes her best friend even recognized that which Soh had yet to accept about herself. So when Flora asked if she was relieved, her immediate instinct was to deny it. What kind of person was glad when their life - and everything they held dear - literally fell apart before their eyes?
And yet... "Yeah," Soh whispered after a moment, looking away as tears pricked behind her eyes. "And I feel like a horrible person for even thinking that, but... it's just... there's no one relying on me anymore. No responsibility. You know I'd been feeling... run down, I guess, before all this happened. So a part of me is... excited, even," she admitted, spitting out the word with disgust. "Not because of Stormbreak falling - I'd never wish for that - but because my options are suddenly wide open."
As terrible as it felt to admit it, Soh had to admit that she did feel better after voicing her deepest, darkest feelings, and she was able to turn her attention to an upcoming spa day after shoving her guilt and shame aside. "I think so," she said of the rodeo. Then, at Flora's suggestion, she laughed. "Maybe I will. Do you think Koa would sign up to ride? He'd totally deserve me bucking him off."
And yet... "Yeah," Soh whispered after a moment, looking away as tears pricked behind her eyes. "And I feel like a horrible person for even thinking that, but... it's just... there's no one relying on me anymore. No responsibility. You know I'd been feeling... run down, I guess, before all this happened. So a part of me is... excited, even," she admitted, spitting out the word with disgust. "Not because of Stormbreak falling - I'd never wish for that - but because my options are suddenly wide open."
As terrible as it felt to admit it, Soh had to admit that she did feel better after voicing her deepest, darkest feelings, and she was able to turn her attention to an upcoming spa day after shoving her guilt and shame aside. "I think so," she said of the rodeo. Then, at Flora's suggestion, she laughed. "Maybe I will. Do you think Koa would sign up to ride? He'd totally deserve me bucking him off."
When memories fade we've got each other
When time and confusion collide
When time and confusion collide
Sohalia
Minor powerplay allowed without permission.
Feel free to use force/magic on Sohalia.
Feel free to use force/magic on Sohalia.
