// i'm not so good with tenses //
It’s slightly awkward, he finds, when the quiet answer that Niki offers hits him somewhere deep – scratching a part of his walled up soul that he’d kept boarded up with little success. So many saw through it despite himself, and he watches as the other man offers some explanation, something that has him working his jaw. “Yeah I dunno, maybe.” He says with a slight huff of a laugh. Not that he doesn’t think Niki’s got a valid point. He just thinks it’s for everyone else but himself.
He didn’t like to be alone. He didn’t like who he was by himself. It was a dark cave he often descended into that he couldn’t get out of with alcohol or drugs anymore. And he knows he needs to eventually be okay with it, but he can’t. He kept himself busy just so he doesn’t have to look at himself in the mirror.
“It’s okay.” He offers, shooting Niki a smile as the Heartless sinks into his seat a little more despite Niki sitting up more. “I probably should start trying to, huh?” Between being Frey’s demigod and a leader and the owner of the brothel of King’s End, he rarely had time to himself which was often preferred – going from task to task.
He didn’t like to be alone. He didn’t like who he was by himself. It was a dark cave he often descended into that he couldn’t get out of with alcohol or drugs anymore. And he knows he needs to eventually be okay with it, but he can’t. He kept himself busy just so he doesn’t have to look at himself in the mirror.
“It’s okay.” He offers, shooting Niki a smile as the Heartless sinks into his seat a little more despite Niki sitting up more. “I probably should start trying to, huh?” Between being Frey’s demigod and a leader and the owner of the brothel of King’s End, he rarely had time to himself which was often preferred – going from task to task.
the Heartless
// i'm tensin' up thinkin' about what i'm supposed to call you now //
Feel free to use magic/force on Sunjata, without killing him <3
Sunjata speaks with an Australian accent and has a passive magic that makes him produce a subtle scent that matches exactly to whatever those around him most desire him to smell like.
