good and bad end up in the song

"Deal," she said with a carefree smile. It was strange, how she felt these days, like everything that had happened with the Family was just a bad dream. Sometimes she still wondered what life would have been like if they - or at least Vox - had stayed, and sometimes she still woke up in a cold sweat from the nightmares, but overall? She was back to the vivacious girl she'd been in the time before.

In any case, she was quick to tease him for his choices in love, and she propped her head on her hand as she gaped at him. "Oh my gods, you didn't tell your mom?" she half-shrieked, laughing with both astonishment and because it was just so Kaisel. "She's going to kill you." Grinning, she added, "Better make sure she gets the first official wedding invite to make up for it."

And then Kaisel was smiling in that sappy, sweet way of someone hopelessly in love, and Noe's mouth quirked up at the corners in response, genuinely happy to see her cousin so... joyful. "I'm happy for you," she said, no hint of a joke in her tone. "Seriously, Kai. I think we all deserve a little happiness, you know?" After everything they'd been through, certainly.

Was feeling so weak but baby I'm strong
Little did I know I'm a champion

Noe