sleep don't visit, so i choke on sun // and the days blur into one
Maybe he would get his heart fixed. Maybe he wouldn’t. It was up in the air still as to whether or not he found it worth it in the end. So when Deimos questions if he wants to stay this way, he’s also unsure on that. For now, kind of leaning toward it. A humorless laugh leaves the dragon as he curves in the air again, catching another breeze that slips through.
It would be selfishly easy to, though. To not have to feel it all when it inevitably went south again – because it always would, he’s realized. He doesn’t get the happy ever after, and rather than spend the rest of his life mourning the what could have been maybe he should be content with how he is. And if he isn’t, well, then that gives him something to work on doesn’t it?
The dragon’s nostrils flare slightly before he’s exhaling a staticky breath. I want to get it fixed eventually, I just think I feel more level headed right now to make those big decisions because it isn’t there. So I don’t want to be like this forever, but for now? Yes. He doesn’t even know if it makes sense, always having been shitty at words, but he hopes that Deimos understands the difference.
It would be selfishly easy to, though. To not have to feel it all when it inevitably went south again – because it always would, he’s realized. He doesn’t get the happy ever after, and rather than spend the rest of his life mourning the what could have been maybe he should be content with how he is. And if he isn’t, well, then that gives him something to work on doesn’t it?
The dragon’s nostrils flare slightly before he’s exhaling a staticky breath. I want to get it fixed eventually, I just think I feel more level headed right now to make those big decisions because it isn’t there. So I don’t want to be like this forever, but for now? Yes. He doesn’t even know if it makes sense, always having been shitty at words, but he hopes that Deimos understands the difference.
and the backs of my eyes hum with things i've never done
SUNJATA
Feel free to use magic/force on Sunjata, without killing him <3
Sunjata speaks with an Australian accent and has a passive magic that makes him produce a subtle scent that matches exactly to whatever those around him most desire him to smell like.
