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Jigano constantly made sure to reassure Oliver of worries. Whether it be out right denying them or clarifying so he can understand the truth. It's nice to hear him back it up with more than just a simple statement, with reasoning behind what he says. It makes it feel more believable. "I couldn't even imagine you yelling, Jigano. I will try to learn and I guess just be as nice to others as I can. I'll try to hold back my assumptions? Not mention them as much?" The last part was hard as he was clearly struggling to put his thoughts into words, unsure of how exactly to say what he wanted to say.But hey, at least he was becoming more comfortable with the world. Then again, it was hard not to when it's all he really knew. Good thing he couldn't remember any of his past because...ouch would that be hard to change from. "Thank you...so far you have been nothing but kind and I thank you for that. It's really nice to let you hear me out than to have you upset and saying that I'm calling you a ghastly beast or some bullshit like that." Now that was an absolute exaggeration, as shown by him putting on a very posh, English accent when he said 'ghastly beast'. It was not something he heard here, so maybe it was a bit of a memory from his own world. Or maybe it was something from his own imagination. Still, his tone is very lighthearted, a drastic change from when he was on the verge of breaking down entirely. However, his happiness drops when he finds out that Ludo really isn't going to be able to help him. "Damn...well, I guess I'll just have to keep waiting." It was clear that Oliver was now trying his very best to be optimistic. It wasn't Ludo's fault that it couldn't help him to remember his memories. He couldn't hold a grudge or anything like that. "I do want to try to leave my judgement for when I actually meet them...I think that might be the best way to show them my favor, for me to not just immediately discredit them. I hope you wont be upset by that." In other words, he'd still show respect to Safrin and honestly refused to believe Jigano's harsh words about the goddess. If he accepted them then surely it'd only end in more pain for him. "Then...if the gods cant take it away, how on earth did I get it in the first place? Did the Voice choose to give it to me? Did it just randomly happen? Why am I an abandoned?" OLIVER i saw that my life was a vast glowing empty page and i could do anything i wanted