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The blonde nods and smiles faintly. "Don't worry, normally I'm better about learning from mistakes. It's just...different with some special cases. I don't know how to really explain it, unfortunately."{/b} Maybe it was the fact that every time he gained trust in the gods, he felt betrayed once more. Still, he\'d try his very best to not let them totally change him, morph his entire life into a miserable existence. [b}"I wouldn't sell yourself so short...I mean, yeah, I haven't really known you for too long, but you seem great." Jigano didn't seem to be the sort to yell without a solid reason, though, a couple of things the man said would come off as a shock. "I don't think I'd be a very good ghastly beast. Could you see me being a gigantic, ferocious lion? I'd probably be more like....I don't know, a cheetah?" Oliver had honestly never seen any of the big cats in person. All he knew about them came from books he read, with illustrations of the creatures. From what he could remember, a cheetah was the smallest of the big cats. They always looked very pretty and elegant to him, meanwhile the tiger or the lion always looked powerful and strong, but that's a tangent for another day. Jigano still seems to be under the belief that Oliver has a possible future with Ludo. "Well, I don't really have anything with deep emotional value or memories. I mean, I came here with just clothes. Would it like a drawing of a cat? Or is a toy cat a bit more fitting." Ah yes, that was certainly standing in his way. Those who had been here for longer would most likely have a better chance with Ludo. Same thing goes for many of the other gods as they had access to more things to offer. Still, Oliver wouldn't let that get in his way. There was a hope, for sure. Put into...a body? What? "I'm sorry...but are you suggesting that this body is new? And that I wasn't in this body beforehand? I mean...I have tattoos that I know I got back before..." Oliver was very clearly confused, unable to process much of the information given to him. "I couldn't tell you if I had magic before, I'm really not sure. I don't have memories of magic, but also don't have memories of a lot of things." OLIVER i saw that my life was a vast glowing empty page and i could do anything i wanted