OLIVER
The words would be taken closely to heart. Even if he was mad at Amun in many ways, he also wanted to be treated properly by him. Oliver still craved that satisfaction of being approved by another human being. It wasn't healthy, not in the slightest, but it's what he wanted more than anything. If it meant shutting up and not being nearly as happy, then well, guess that's what would happen.
"I will...try my best to do all of that." All of that is one way to put it. "I know I talk way, way too much... so I guess getting less excited over things will help." It sucks that Amun was basically telling him to not get happy over small things. Isn't that how your mind stayed healthy? Finding the positive in the littlest of things and letting that carry you forward? Some of this sounded like bad advice, but if it meant getting along with his guildmate and no more fighting then he'd do it. "Sorry for bothering you so much about things and getting happy over stuff... I'll work on it, trust me."
"I will...try my best to do all of that." All of that is one way to put it. "I know I talk way, way too much... so I guess getting less excited over things will help." It sucks that Amun was basically telling him to not get happy over small things. Isn't that how your mind stayed healthy? Finding the positive in the littlest of things and letting that carry you forward? Some of this sounded like bad advice, but if it meant getting along with his guildmate and no more fighting then he'd do it. "Sorry for bothering you so much about things and getting happy over stuff... I'll work on it, trust me."
I JUST WANT MY EXISTENCE
TO BE MORE THAN TREMBLING
TO BE MORE THAN TREMBLING
