Make me understand

"Ahh well, you seem so busy nowadays I thought I would just save you the hassle of something boring like removing another wooden shaft from my side." He said with a grin as she swept into the room. The innuendo was a happy accident, but he grinned at the healer just the same as if it had been intentional. "Besides, it gave me time to make you this—" Pulling a set of antlers from his back, he presented them to the medic. It was from the luxere they'd killed. Though they no longer glowed which was a shame, they were still velvety and quite impressive. On one of the beams he'd carved Isla's first kill in his impeccable handwriting, as well as the date (or a near enough approximation anyways). "I know it might not be your first actual kill, but given how unstable you were on your feet that morning, I was fairly confident you had never killed as a lioness before." He said with a happy grin, holding the antlers out to her. REMI What have I become? My sweetest friend—Everyone I know goes away in the end If I could start again, a million miles away, I would keep myself. I would find a way