[SE] With the hate of some other man's beliefs

Sam watched Jigano throw bread to the Hels, smiled at the easy distraction of watching the birds enjoy their meal (and screech at each other over it). The smile couldn't last long, though; Jigano was right. Safrin was hardly known for her generous spirit, only a few devoted followers believing she had a good heart. Sam wasn't really sure what he believed, but he knew she didn't like him. "..Then...I was ss-saying to Amalia, that..." Sam swallowed, tried to make sure he didn't cry when saying the next part, but his voice still shook and almost broke: "...If...i-if the Gods can't help, I might d-d...die. Amalia said shh--she'd kill me, if I b-became a monster." Samuel He took a step but then felt tired He said, I'll rest a little while But when he tried to walk again He wasn't a child