On this winter's night with you

Unaware of the internal turmoil Remi was in, Sam just enjoyed the closeness. He thought of the words I love you as well, though in far different contexts. He was imagining when and where he might say it to Remi, if it would be forced from him in a panicked moment or if he could plan for it, take him somewhere nice and make it a memory for the both of them. They deserved that. "...I...I suppose. They n-never really bo..bothered me. I think because I was so...so quiet." Sam shrugged. In his childhood the real monster had always been inside his house anyway, ready to slam open the door and attack at any moment. The horrors of Longnight then had not been what was outside, but being stuck with what was in. He smiled when he heard Jigano valued him. It was still nice to hear, even if he really knew that. But all thoughts of Jigano left his mind as Remi began to kiss at his face, Sam giggling delighted in a light and airy way that didn't even sound like him, it was so happy. He reached up his hands to cup Remi's jaw and made him meet his eyes. "S..so you do? Want me to c-come with you? I might...g-get upset sometimes, you know." Samuel I'm starting to wake from silent sleep I'm starting to break and I can grieve