i know its rough, when you go it alone

KIADA i wish that i could say, i am a light that never goes out. If she thought about it, she’d probably thank him one day for ignoring her tears and her sorrow as she tries to hide them. It’s an understandable reaction, but part of her still shudders at the fact of showing that side of her, the crack in the mask. She’s only shown it to Deimos and Amalia, as well as Chulane recently. So for him to ignore it, it does wonders, and she’s managed to recover a fair amount while she goes to focus on the parasol in her hands. The secret is found easily enough, and she inspects the blade as she listens to Bastien, a soft smile curling around her lips. “I’m, uh, I took over the Monster Hunter’s Guild after it burned last year.” She tells him, red rimmed eyes flickering up to focus on him as she tries to explain more. “When I left Helovia, we were sucked into a place called the Rift. Full of monsters and creatures that were ready to kill at a moments notice. I think I got that from her.” And of course, the experiences, but the thought is nice. The thought that some of her mother had rubbed off on her in her survivability, after everything the ex-Queen had gone through. It was everything. but i flicker from time to time.