[Seasonal Event] Escape From/To You

For a moment the alchemist buried his face into the blankets. He hadn't rested enough that his body felt ready for this conversation, but now that it was happening, Remi felt that he had to let it continue. "Sam," He began gently. "I need you to hear me what I say this. I am telling you these things so that you understand, not to hurt you. Alright?" And then, because it seemed like the sort of thing Sam needed, Remi reached out to gently take one of Sam's hands and softly kissed the pads of his fingers. "A few weeks after we all arrived here, a woman and I found one of the shrines near the glade. It does not matter how, but Frey appeared and placed a curse on me. All of my feelings for Loren, all the love and affection and want of him, were completely taken. I still knew what it was I felt for him, but I could not longer feel it. Frey said that only when I felt something worthy of them, true passion and emotion, would be feelings be restored." Pausing, Remi let his eyes slip shut, feeling the crest of a sob building in the back of his throat. How it had hurt to hear the things Sam said to him in that room, but then how everything was completely swamped by the frigid and rushing return of the latent love he had for Loren. "It is good that it is gone...but..." ..but it hurts more than I can bear. "..I never had to properly deal with Loren leaving, because I could not feel it. But now I feel everything..." REMI Loving you was sunshine, but then it poured & I lost so much more than my senses 'Cause loving you had consequences