just a moment to hold

REMI

the lullaby

there's a light that you give me
when I'm in shadow

Had Remi not been told by Vai that the jacket he wore was to be used on multiple dates, his wings would certainly have thrust their way through by now. The vibration of Isla's lips against his cock has him squirming in place, wanting to tell her to stop so that there's enough of him left over. But left over for what? And so he does his best to uncurl his toes in his shoes (gods why hadn't he taken them off), and to find something to do with his hands. He was overthinking the moment like he never had before, worrying that behind his head was too indulgent, that in her hair was too demanding, and that tangled in the blanket was too predictable. All of them would have been better than what he did with them, which was to let them hover over his chest, flinching and grasping at his scarred-skin.

"I...haven't had...sex, since.." He has to remind himself after every word not to hold his breath, but he can't seem to get the hang of it, nor can he shift his shoulders from near his ears or keep his thighs relaxed. It's too much, not to be able to move like this. To simply endure the perfect reckoning Isla was releasing upon him. "..since..." Remi hadn't told Isla about he and Ronin's plans to be sexually responsible, had he? What good timing, that he should think of it now.

there's a feeling you give me, an everglow

Code blatently stolen from queen of codes, Sky!