roses are red. i'm going to bed
"Yeah but like..." Looking down and splashing water between her legs and feeling little else other than her body registering the waves, she heaves a sigh and leans back on her elbows. ..sometimes it's good to know what shit feels like, y'know? Even when it isn't pleasant." Fucking Edy the sage over here.
Edy frowns, dramatically flaring out her lips like a horse might. "It makes me feel really shitty, honestly. Or..." Looking up at the moon for a moment and narrowing her eyes, trying to figure out the right words, she gives up and just goes for it with what's on her tongue. "It makes me feel like who I thought I was before, was...just sensations, I guess. I had fire. Literally, and without it..I feel like I'm missing something. Same with all the sex stuff. I never thought that's what made me me, but without it?" Flicking at the water a few times, Edy shrugs a bit sadly. "I dunno. No one likes to just be reduced some to some shit like that, if it can all be taken away."
Edy frowns, dramatically flaring out her lips like a horse might. "It makes me feel really shitty, honestly. Or..." Looking up at the moon for a moment and narrowing her eyes, trying to figure out the right words, she gives up and just goes for it with what's on her tongue. "It makes me feel like who I thought I was before, was...just sensations, I guess. I had fire. Literally, and without it..I feel like I'm missing something. Same with all the sex stuff. I never thought that's what made me me, but without it?" Flicking at the water a few times, Edy shrugs a bit sadly. "I dunno. No one likes to just be reduced some to some shit like that, if it can all be taken away."
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