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The book of love is long and boring
Sam let Remi take his hand, his cold skin shaking lightly as it tended to do under his touch. He stared at the connection as Remi continued to speak, his expression unreadable. Because as much as Remi wanted to insist it wasn't true, he did need his approval. He needed everyone's approval. Remi's, Jigano's, His family's, anyone who came into the store...
It never had quite lined up, had it? It felt like a good way to have put it and Sam smiled so slightly it was almost unperceptible, nodding. Maybe one day he would be fortunate enough to love someone in the right way, at the right time.
"I think it is the way I am made. To believe there is something wrong...and I...know it must be frustrating, but I do not think it is something I can fix quickly. Jigano...no...I.." Sam looked off, chewing his lip, not wanting to speak badly of his friend. "...I have done several things, including the decisions I made with our relationship, that have proved I am failing in many ways. That I..need to work on myself. Perhaps there is something good to start with."
This was about as positive as he was able to get. "It is probably hard for you to understand. You are so wonderfully talented and full of light almost like the sun."
It never had quite lined up, had it? It felt like a good way to have put it and Sam smiled so slightly it was almost unperceptible, nodding. Maybe one day he would be fortunate enough to love someone in the right way, at the right time.
"I think it is the way I am made. To believe there is something wrong...and I...know it must be frustrating, but I do not think it is something I can fix quickly. Jigano...no...I.." Sam looked off, chewing his lip, not wanting to speak badly of his friend. "...I have done several things, including the decisions I made with our relationship, that have proved I am failing in many ways. That I..need to work on myself. Perhaps there is something good to start with."
This was about as positive as he was able to get. "It is probably hard for you to understand. You are so wonderfully talented and full of light almost like the sun."
No one can lift the damn thing
