Phoebe
I've been very hopeful so far
Now for the first time I think we're going wrong
Hurry up and tell me this is all a dream
Or could we start again, please?
Now for the first time I think we're going wrong
Hurry up and tell me this is all a dream
Or could we start again, please?
Pim and curled up on the corner of the blanket closest to the fire, watching the people around them warily, very much on guard. But Phoebe had told him not to growl at people today so he didn’t, just glared as menacingly as a pink dragon can.
The hand in hers brought her out of her blank reverie, and Phoebe glanced over at Jata in surprise. She smiled a little, realizing the effort her was making. Quietly she scooted closer to him so she could lean against his side as she looked into the bonfire. ”It happened very early on so there weren’t many. I would still be pregnant now actually.” she said quietly, shrugging lightly. ”If I wasn’t a midwife, I am not sure I would have even noticed the signs but…I was so happy.” she said whispering the last bit.
She paused, trying to collect herself as she watched the fire. The blonde stuffed a bite of donut in her mouth to keep the tears at bay. ”It’s stupid and boring I suppose but…I’ve always wanted to be a wife and mom…to have a family of my own to take care of. Ever since I was a little girl it’s all I really wanted. And for a moment I had it. I don’t think I have ever been so happy as when I realized I was going to have a baby.” she said, a small smile curving her lips. ”I should’ve known better. Miscarriages are most common at that stage.”
