I breathe disaster

sometimes love is all that can save us, sometimes love can kill a man

Loren it seemed, had a strange notion of what happiness for Remi looked like. "I want you to be in my life." The alchemist said, ever boyish and genuine as he'd once been. "But I do see how selfish that is, now. I thought...you wanted, or perhaps even needed me to push. That walls raised were meant to be broken." Honestly, he still thought that. He still truly believed Loren wanted to be pursued, wanted to be wanted and valued and cherished if only because everything in his life had told him he wasn't, or was undeserving of such things. It wasn't fair that he'd left, that he'd thrown away their life together and that Remi was now the one paying the price for moving on, after agonizing over the summoner. Loren's callousness and coldness wasn't fair either, but perhaps it was deserved. Remi didn't know anymore.

"But if you let me, I would like to hear it." He managed after a moment, clear eyes softly alighting on the summoner's cool features. "I...will not even say anything in response." Remi added. "If you do not want me to."

sometimes love is a soft touch, or a line drawn in the sand

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