Jigano's clear shock at his words caught Sam by surprise. He had expected his friend to be sad at the news, maybe even a little disturbed, but he had assumed Jigano had to know what happened to Ascended that left the Voice. It had been a foregone conclusion once he'd realised he couldn't get fluid, even as his hope had forced him to ask Safrin for help. Samuel
He took a step but then felt tired
He said, I'll rest a little while But when he tried to walk again He wasn't a child |
[SE] With the hate of some other man's beliefs
For Jigano |
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06-03-2020, 10:48 PM
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06-04-2020, 02:08 AM
There had to be another way. The Voice's cruelty - and her wicked cunning - twisted anew in his soul, fueling the anger that had simmered there since he'd been stricken with the Blight. This wasn't right, and he squeezed Sam's shoulder again as his friend's hand covered his with paltry reassurance. "What about blood?" he asked, weakly, desperately, knowing that the bookmaker had already thought it through and found the other options to be dead ends. "What about... about Rex? You said she was your friend, surely she'd help you?" He shook his head. "Surely she and at least some of the others have to see this for the threat and intimidation tactic that it is? And if they know you have only a year... that means it's happened to others before..." He drew to a halt, sucking in a sharp breath at the can of worms that thought opened. Sam looked down, but the bard didn't release their connection with his first and oldest friend on Caido as fear was put into words and left Jigano cold. "Is that what they are?" he asked softly, struggling with the idea that the monsters he had faced the past two years might deserve more sympathy than he expected. "Ascended who turned away from the Voice and refused to worship her? So she turned them into - let them turn into - what they are now?"
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06-04-2020, 09:32 PM
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06-05-2020, 03:43 PM
Lips tightened, holding back further frustration at the Voice's cruelty, but Jigano nodded slowly in understanding as Sam revealed that blood couldn't replace fluid for him. Damn. Having it confirmed still hurt, and he tried again to find an alternative, only to have the option of Rexanna fizzle away as another dead end. Not that he couldn't approach her himself, perhaps. "As a Queen, part of her duty is to protect her subjects," he said softly. "Even those not in her god's favor." Though politically it might be convenient for those concerned about the Voice - and Wessex - and her sly maneuverings behind the scenes. A consideration for another time and place, when his heart was not so full of pain for his friend's dilemma. Jigano had been one of the first to learn of the monsters' status as failed experiments, but he had read it in an old tome, and recognized that such second (or third) hand knowledge might be out of date or incomplete. "I wonder if the reason they didn't 'work out' was because they refused to worship and obey her," he tried to explain his reasoning. "It sounds like she values the illusion of free will and choice... but not the practice of it." He sighed, shooting an annoyed glare at the birds which were edging closer, hoping for another handout now that they'd had one. He'd hoped to coax them onto their shoulders, take Sam for a walk across the waves... but the mood didn't align for that now. Turning his attention back to the bookmaker he shook his head. "A year... is still a long time. Time we can use to try and find other options. If nothing else..." He hesitated, then drew in a slow breath as an idea floated to the surface of this thoughts, dangerous - desperately dangerous. "I know a way to reach the Draig Cordillera. Maybe... maybe there's something there that could help us. The monks I met guarding its entrance said that souls that were lost there didn't pass on to Mort. If anything happens to us... well. It might be enough to sever your soul from the Voice, too." A final act of defiance, if the goddess wouldn't release her hold on the bookmaker even after laying the foundation for his wasting death.
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06-07-2020, 11:31 PM
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06-08-2020, 02:23 PM
"Perhaps not... but we won't know unless we ask her. She's lived other lives, from other worlds. She has perspectives and experiences we don't. She might be able to think of something. At the very least, she deserves to know. All of the other Ascended do. What awaits them if they refuse to commit the Voice's crimes for her." He shook his head, frustration, anger, and sadness creating a deep well of shadow in his heart at the position Sam had been forced into. Jigano tilted his head at Sam's correction, then nodded thoughtfully. "You know her better than I do," he agreed. "If you think that's the case..." He trailed off, swallowing hard. "Then... it may be the rest of the Ascended are in danger now, or soon will be. If Wessex is the 'new model' then yourself and the others... might no longer meet her standard either, once she gains enough power to make more like Wessex." And Osozo, though he didn't know about that development yet. His friend's surprise was unexpected, but his words soon had Jigano's eyes widening in return. This was new information to him, a misunderstanding he'd operated beneath for seasons. "You mean, your soul isn't with you now?" He tried to confirm. "That it is... separate from your body? But... how can such a thing be?" He'd thought the souls she held were only those of the Ascended who had already died, not of those still living. "How can you live without a soul?"
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06-08-2020, 10:41 PM
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06-09-2020, 03:05 PM
"Sam," Jigano said gently, "we're your friends. Of course we're going to want to help you. If someone doesn't feel pressure for trying to save your life then... well, they aren't much of a friend, I think." He had his opinions, did the bard, no question about that. Where it came to friends and loyalty they were stubborn ones indeed. Sam didn't seem convinced about demigods being the new 'style' of Ascended, so Jigano let it be. He had nothing more than a suspicion and a fear, and aside from Sam and Rex he wasn't on friendly terms with many others of the Voice's children. Once again he had to trust that Sam knew more than he did about his lady's plans... Though given what he was currently going through, the bard wondered how much and how truthfully she had really shared with him. His frown deepened as Sam explained further, fingers flexing in frustration at how terribly the Voice had twisted the natural order of the world. "Is that where you want to go?" he forced his force to remain gentle as he asked, looking Sam in the eyes if the bookmaker would let him. "You don't have to answer right now, Sam, but what do you want for yourself, if the worst should come to pass?" It wasn't his choice, to decide for the other man, but if he could help him achieve what he wanted, then Jigano would do what was within his power.
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06-09-2020, 05:26 PM
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06-10-2020, 01:06 AM
Jigano opened his mouth to protest, but Remi's name silenced him, and he closed his jaw to give Sam a chance to continue. What had passed between the two men was such a tangle of love and loss, betrayal and pain, friendship and woe that even the nosy bard knew he had no place to say anything of it. And if Remi felt that way about Sam, it was his right. He bowed his white-crowned head in acceptance even as Sam accepted the alchemist's condemnation, but he drew breath again to intercede-- And the words that came next struck painfully home, stealing his breath and stilling his tongue as he was forced to swallow his initial response. His words, given to Amalia, to Maea, to others now gone. He grew silent for a moment, and the breath he finally drew might have shaken, just a little. "In this, you are not asking," he said quietly at last. "I understand that it's the sort of thing you can't ask of anyone else. But I - and your other friends - are free to offer. To offer to help you of my own free will, and knowing the dangers. And others may choose to do so as well." Whether Sam would accept that help though, now or in the future, was up to the bookmaker. Choices were all he had to offer Sam now, decisions that he had once laid at the Voice's feet and avoided thinking about, content to let others direct his life. Remi and the Voice, his two compasses in the night, now both cast aside while he tried to chart his own course. The choice of where his soul would go, in the end, was perhaps the most powerful and intimate choice of all... And one that had been denied him, once again, by the goddess who held his life - and more - hostage. "If you change your mind, I'll take you to Ludo," the bard offered quietly. "If Safrin won't help you. It might not be able to do more than that... but perhaps it would be willing to let us talk to Mort directly. Mort is said to love all life, so he may be more sympathetic and willing to help. But that will always be up to you. Still, I wonder... if we could search for where your soul is together?" It was a mused thought, sparks ticking over in his mind as he considered options. "I might be able to keep it in the lantern, at least for a time, if you wanted the freedom to chose a future other than the Voice someday." Hopefully a someday far down the line. Or perhaps within a year, if it all went to hell.
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06-10-2020, 10:18 PM
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06-11-2020, 05:22 PM
The Hels edged closer, making small begging sounds in the backs of their throats, oblivious to the mood between the two men (except that it prevented them from getting more food). Jigano hesitated at Sam's worry, then nodded understanding of where it came from. "You aren't Zariah," he reassured his friend wryly. "But... look at it another way. If Safrin cursed me and gave me only a year to live, how would you feel? Would you try to help me even if it meant putting yourself in danger?" Something Sam had done time and time again when Jigano had asked it of him in the past. "That's how I feel about you. This isn't something I 'have' to do because I don't have a choice. It's something I choose to do because I don't want to lose my friend. The only one at fault here is the Voice for creating this situation, where you must either submit to her and drink from her... or die." A situation the Attuned never found themselves in, even if they turned their backs on the old gods or earned their wrath. The bard saw the bookmaker's flinch at the mention of the lantern and he nodded. It hadn't been a perfect solution, merely an option. One that Sam did not like, and so would not be used. "Alright," he said softly. And then... another lover? Jigano paused, uncertain, but if it made his friend happy... "Oh?" he coaxed. "What's he like?"
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06-12-2020, 07:13 PM
Zariah hadn't given people choices during her stint as Tyrant, but Sam wasn't nearly so cruel as the former ruler. He asked or, more often, didn't ask and instead let people offer to help him or not. Sam's lack of hope, the way he seemed to be already resigned to a slow death that would inevitably come for him within a year, broke Jigano's heart, but the bard did his best to hide it and instead nodded at the bookmaker's caveat. "Of course." The herald gods wouldn't have the answers, he was sure. Ludo had made it clear that it had no interest in saving the Ascended, except where Mort's desires were made crystal clear. But if Sam didn't want to go to Mort's Halls then that left... A conundrum. The Draig was looking more and more likely, but it would be dangerous beyond measure. The shift in conversation to something lighter was almost a shock to the bard's system, and it took him a moment to reorient himself. Strangely, Sam's speech impediment almost made it easier, reminding Jigano of seasons now long past, when the Guild was new and the world had been brighter and filled with more hope. When they had both been younger and more innocent. "Friends is a good place to start," he agreed gently. "And so is liking him. What does he do for a living?" He hesitated, glancing over at the birds, them impulsively offered Sam his hand again. "Walk with me, while we talk?" he coaxed, an idea forming. | ||||||
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