- NATE -
all we are, we're distant stars
lost in the dark, i know how to part
lost in the dark, i know how to part
As soon as the attuned touches him, Nate’s hand releases the sharp edge of the obsidian, though he makes no effort to pull away. He does turn though, turns his back to the void and looks instead at Sunjata, his brows pulled together in confused sorrow.
All of Sunjata’s suggestions make sense, though Nate knows they’re placations, knows that it’s just not true. There was something here, something not meant for them. ”It shouldn't bother me.” Disappointment is a familiar hat by now, but it’s very rarely hit him as strongly as this has, very rarely been so much that he can’t simply cover it up with something else. Nate sighs, then pulls his hands away, reaching to wrap his arms around Sunjata, to sink into the cool darkness of his husbands wings, instead of the living, mocking darkness all around them.
”I thought...” He begins, not sure how to communicate what he felt, not without coming across like a child, or a kicked dog. It was only growing harder and harder to keep himself together lately, to not be buffeted by the stormy seas of his emotions, and this was no different. Was almost worse, though he’s not sure why.
All of Sunjata’s suggestions make sense, though Nate knows they’re placations, knows that it’s just not true. There was something here, something not meant for them. ”It shouldn't bother me.” Disappointment is a familiar hat by now, but it’s very rarely hit him as strongly as this has, very rarely been so much that he can’t simply cover it up with something else. Nate sighs, then pulls his hands away, reaching to wrap his arms around Sunjata, to sink into the cool darkness of his husbands wings, instead of the living, mocking darkness all around them.
”I thought...” He begins, not sure how to communicate what he felt, not without coming across like a child, or a kicked dog. It was only growing harder and harder to keep himself together lately, to not be buffeted by the stormy seas of his emotions, and this was no different. Was almost worse, though he’s not sure why.
searching high and low for life
a paradise, a light in your eyes
a paradise, a light in your eyes
