I'm not a kid but I'm still young

"I am not sure that it hurts them but it is very uncomfortable. Almost like...oh, I do not know...trying to shove your hand through a space too small, perhaps. You can see how it would be done, even though you cannot make yourself actually do it." At least that was how it seemed with Eliza. "There was a time you did want to go beyond the barrier...perhaps you will again." Remi interjected softly with a small shrug. The mention of drinking made Remi shuffle his knees uncomfortably, hands pulling at an errant thread on his trousers as he nodded slowly. "Yes. You have before as well, unless your diaries did not mention it. But you have become a lion and a hawk. Never a raccoon, I do not think. It also means you have my magic at your disposal." He added as an after thought, the memory of the bites and the passion it inspired in him making his mind slightly cloudy. Яemi But now it's happily ever never. I guess now I know better