[SEASONAL EVENT] A Palmer for Long Night

If he had stopped because he noticed her discomfort, Phoebe would have felt horribly guilty. It was unavoidable and he hadn't done anything to make it worse than it was going to be. The worst of it was long over by then anyways, the dull ache from her maidenhead breaking mixing with the pleasure of his actions merely creating a discordant sensation that was difficult for her mind to cope with. And when he finally came she smiled into his shoulder, pleased knowing it was her body that had brought him to climax. As he rode out the after glow above her she gently ran her fingers along his back, legs bent up on either side of his hips. It was pleasant, laying with him like this she thought, finding the pressure of his form above her comforting rather than crushing. A small gasp escaped her lips as he pulled out of her, suddenly feeling very empty, which was an odd feeling really. But he didn't leave her long, pulling her close to him again. Phoebe smiled and wrapped her arms around him, face snuggling into his chest, legs intertwining with his. Languidly she reached up to run her fingers through his hair, pushing it back out of his face in a distinctly sweet and loving manner. Phoebe had not felt any shame in their actions. It had felt right, after all. He was kind to her and had ensured she was comfortable each step of the way. He had been caring for her for some time leading up to the moment, gaining nothing in return. They were in as private and comfortable a place as any they might find. And...well she certainly cared for him. He was special. A special someone for her first time...just as she had wanted, and just as Frey had said it ought to be. It wasn't until he whispered in her ear that she began to wonder if she had been too willing. Phoebe tilted her head up, her lips curved in the barest hint of a frown, a little worry in her eyes. Even her hand stilled, no longer stroking his hair but cradling his cheek instead. "I didn't either...I..." she started, then looked back down. "Do you think poorly of me now...for doing so so soon?" she asked him quietly. It had felt right to her but maybe he thought otherwise...that he had just gotten lucky or that she was stupid or easy or lots of other things that reflected on her poorly or didn't amount to what she thought had happened. Phoebe Be gentle to all and stern with yourself